The Change

That corner that day
Somewhere along that scary way

The one that is called life
The one that is so much trite

So much so that I lost who I am
And got sucked in, the heavy jam

The one that clogs ones heart and brain
And makes him one of the same

A common man on the road
He who visits everyday to the God's abode

In hope that sometime things will change
And this and that will be my range

I will have my little desires
When sun sets down and they spark the fire

Life will be over but not much grief
That I lived my full, not much a thief

That the life I lived was nothing great
But an impression I did create

On those whoever passed that way
Made slightly happy and gay

By the brief contact they had
Who touched my life, even when sad

That I brought them some tears of joy
Colors and fun and frolic ahoy

But of thousands dreams and hundred desires
Very few did I transpire

Just kept thinking when will arrive
The right the time to sharp the knife

And start with full speed ahead
When preps are done and inertia is dead

I waited and waited and kept delaying
What I should already have been saying

And then came in my life you called hope
There was a sudden burst of cheer and dope

I was flying on the seventh sky
Something I never did try

But all hope and love and life vanished soon
And I was left with a lonely doom

But still life is not much a pain
I am a common man trying some in vain

Someday I hope that I will succeed
With you or without today there is no need

But somewhere in my heart it does hurt
That I without you, you lovely bird

May be you don’t even exist as far as I know
And that is the difference for real, really so

And that does ease some pain
And life wont be boring same

That change has come I today decide
That I will be the change I want to drive

Wish me luck and Gods you pray
For I will never say

That I wanted you by my side
But still aint so bad without you as aide

This too as everything shall pass
And I wont repent the heavy loss

But rest assured may you never know
Rest assured that I ever show

- The change, by myself on a cold winter night this year when sleep was costly.